Suicide


There are times when I would wish that I could just give in to my weakness and just jump from a tall building to end everything... end my pain... end my suffering... end my hardship... end my loneliness...

I just want to cease existing. You see I see no point in living because we are all slowly dying anyway. Why live when people are killing other people anyway. Why live to repeat each day doing the same routine over and over again.

I walk home each night wishing I would just drop down on my knees and just disappear. You know the feeling when you're asleep. For a while you disappear from the world and you are at peace. No one is there to hurt you and you can be anywhere and be anyone you wish to be.

How easy life could be if that's the case... but there's much more to life really. Each day has its own unexpected happenings even if they are that minute. It is sad that because we live in such a fast-paced world that we fail to appreciate the simple things in life that makes living worthwhile...

Yup... even if my life is crappy and that there are some rough edges... I still continue and go on... Why? Because there is always something beautiful that I can look forward too.

6 comments:

Nilz said...

That's the spirit - To look forward for something better and positive.

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Anonymous said...

to live life for those few minutes each day....just isnt enough.....i wish i had the guts to give in to those urges and achieve that peace i so long for! :(

Anonymous said...

To the person who wrote this:

"to live life for those few minutes each day....just isnt enough.....i wish i had the guts to give in to those urges and achieve that peace i so long for!
:("

I agree....for myself...I feel what you feel...I'm at the same place.

Anonymous said...

wow thats good but i still cant stand it i wish i could have those things i have many probs that i cant see threw i see wat yer saying but those butifal things always disapear and some never come and love is the worst i even tryd to end it all but i didnt work idk why but it didnt and i still wish it would have killed me

Anonymous said...

I understand that you are just bored. But why? What do you think is the reasons.Only you can answer that one. Nobody else but you alone.