Depressed Mode

It is not frequent that I am able to just sit and wonder about the things that I should and shouldn't have done. I then realize that what I did can't be undone and if it can be undone, it's already too late for changes...

But it is also in these times that I realize my mistakes and I finally get to accept that no one can really be perfect no matter how you try (that is if ever I tried hard enough).

Maybe I should just accept and feel this fustration over failing and not achieving my goals so that I can keep my feet on the ground and to prevent my head from becoming larger...

No, no one deserves to be unhappy as I learned... I will not fall like this! This is just one of the obstacles (or shit) that life has to throw at us to remind us that we still are alive and that we are still part of the "gulong ng palad" or the thing we call fate.

hay naku...

Cool Game! Final Fantasy Flash

"Seven Blunders of the World"

"Seven Blunders of the World"

1. Wealth without work

2. Pleasure without conscience

3. Knowledge without character

4. Commerce without morality

5. Science without humanity

6. Worship without sacrifice

7. Politics without principle

—Mahatma Gandhi

Teacher You're Wrong!

You know what makes me really angry?! Teachers that don't know how to teach!!! Grrr! It is so unfair that I have some teachers that really suck at teaching! My gosh! Is there a sudden lack in teachers at XU that they just recruit anyone, I mean "ANYONE", even if they suck at teaching? Like if I have a teacher like that I would rather teach my self. I mean I am teaching myself because my darn teacher talks to himself/herself during class discussions. And to think that this teacher gets angry and even annoyed if you correct her mistakes? Like BIG and STUPID mistakes!!! Grr!!!

I have highschool teachers who are far more competent than some of my college teachers! Xavier should think about having a re-evaluation of its teachers if it really intend to provide its students with "quality" education.

Noli Me Tangere

It's now 2:57 in the morning and I am already supposed to be studying but I find my self online blogging, well I have to unwind sometimes right? Anyway it sure is tiring being a director of a play especially when your actors are not as half as good as you (joke!). But it is fun being able to boss people around hahaha! Well we are going to present a play about Dr. Jose Rizal's Noli Me Tangere. So far we have the script, we've managed to practice our first chapter and I think it's sailing through pretty fine. I just hope that our play will end up a success because our play is 40% of our grade!!!

I am quite glad that my talents as an artist is once again used, char! Hehehe... What else can I say? My cast is quite good! If only they find the inner actor/actress in theirselves I'm sure that our play will be sensational!

Music Mania

Hey! Please visit my website at vincentb88.multiply.com! I have loads of mp3 to share! See you there! If you have any requests please e-mail it to me with the subject: song request.

Ok, see you guys!

Breakage Madness!

Wah! I am so pissed offyesterday! I had so much plans with my English 17 breakage refund and the stupid finance office rescheduled the breakage refund. It only shows that Xavier has no more money! Wahahaha! But hey it's my right to get back my money. Why is it that they are always strict at collecting tuition fees from students (and they won't even allow us to take the exams if we don't pay) while they on the other hand can be lax at giving us back our hard earned money (well our parents' hard earned money)? Grrr!

Midterms Have Past and Gone

Being a nerd, I feel that it is my duty to talk about my school life... not! But I still want to talk about it because I am bored and I have nothing else to post here on my website. As in the midterms were so easy and it was so frustrating that I studied so hard! Well anyway, it's better to study and have an easy test than study hard but still fail right? But I'm getting bored my self talking about school so I'll make this short... Main Point! I Survived Midterms!!!

I Hate Being Told What To Do!!!

Aah! It just makes me so much when I am told what to do!!!! It just makes me so mad!!! I am responsible enough to make my own decisions so let me be!!! Teenagers only rebel or become deviant when they are controlled like robots! I am not a robot so let me live my life the way I want it to be!

It just makes me so frustated when I am constantly reminded of the things that I should and what I should not do. God! I am not like my brother okay?!!!! I am not stupid!!! It just makes me angry and It makes me go crazy!!!! Aah!

Let me be!

JUST A REMINDER TO BE SAFE COMING & GOING

JUST A REMINDER TO BE SAFE COMING & GOING

READ this. It may save your life or that of your mother, sister, daughter, friend.

We can now add to the list of victims the retired 77 yr. old TCU professor from Ft Worth whose body was found last week in Oklahoma--and the 11 yr. old in Sarasota, FL. Because of these recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation...This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know.

After reading these 10 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do!

2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you....chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON'T DO THIS!) The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side, put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR, LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE.

a. If someone is in the car with a gun to your head DO NOT DRIVE OFF, repeat: DO NOT DRIVE OFF! Instead gun the engine and speed into anything, wrecking the car. Your Air Bag will save you. If the person is in the back seat they will get the worst of it. As soon as the car crashes bail out and run. It is better than having them find your body in a remote location.

5 . A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
A.) Be aware: look around you, look into your car, at the passenger side floor, and in the back seat
B.) If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
C.) Look at the car parked on the driver's side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out.

IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot. This is especially true at NIGHT!)

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN, Preferably ! in a zig -zag pattern!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked "for help" into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

9. Yell !!FIRE.!! 95% of people will respond to !!FIRE!! as to a 25% who will respond if you only yell HELP.

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10. Another Safety Point: Someone just told me that her friend heard a crying baby on her porch the night before last, and she called the police because it was late and she thought it was weird. The police told her "Whatever you do, DO NOT open the door."

The lady then said that it sounded like the baby had crawled near a window, and she was worried that it would crawl to the street and get run over. The policeman said, "We already have a unit on the way, whatever you do, DO NOT open the door." He told her that they think a serial killer has a baby's cry recorded and uses it to coax women out of their homes thinking that someone dropped off a baby He said they have not verified it, but have had several calls by women saying that they hear baby's cries outside their doors when they're home alone at night.

Please pass this on and DO NOT open the door for a crying baby ----This e-mail should probably be taken seriously because the Crying Baby theory was mentioned on America's Most Wanted this past Saturday when they profiled the serial killer in Louisiana.

I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know. It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going to send this to the ladies only, but guys, if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may want to pass it on to them as well.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it's better to be safe than sorry.